The 32-year-old athlete recalled wanting to be with someone so badly, however, some things just weren’t meant to last.
“I got so numb, I just f–king cold and numb to feeling where nothing would phase me, and I remember sitting and praying like, I just want to feel again, I want to fight again, I’m tired of going through things, you know being alone,” he shared. “And then, you have these ideas for how things are supposed to go, what you’ll stand for, what you’ll put up with, what you want out of a relationship, what you want out of love. And when you really fall that s–t goes out the f–king window.”
“The smallest thing can cut you the deepest, and I think about this year just with everything that’s gone on,” he continued, “and act like everything’s OK, but f–k, we all go through it and I think the biggest thing is knowing that’s OK. And you can’t do everything, you can’t be everything for everybody.”
Dale said he wanted to get on IG Live to show his followers that “this is real.”
“The things people go through is real,” he explained, “Understanding that what I’ve learned in this situation… Even if you feel low, it does get better. I think a lot about what I’ve wanted out of life. What I used to want and how things have changed so much this year. I just feel f–king wrecked and I thought the things that would make me feel better, the things I thought would make me feel better ended up making me feel worse.”